I wish someone could have dropped it off at my door. 

The piece to fill the void.

A filter to make it bright again.

A passion worth living for.

A love that ignites.

I wanted the answers handed to me.

I wanted this ‘thing’ to find me.

It is not out there dear. 

It will never be delivered. 

Because it has been and always will be within me.

It is in my ideas. 

My unique perspective. 

My dreams that keep me up at night. 

My love that has kept others warm. 

Knock knock. 

I had to find myself to find the heart that beats.